. . I'm thinking about our Graduation tomorrow,. I'm not excited!>_<. . Ever since school started I wanted it to be over. . In short I wanted Graduation!. . but knowing that tomorrow is the day. i don't know why, but i don't want it to happen . . i still want laughs from my high school life. . its hard knowing that tomorrow it will be over. . I mean . . I know I will still have laughs at College but I feel that it will really be different from high school. . . I also have this "problem" . at graduation i know that Gallons of tears will flood our quad. .I don't know if I'll cry or if I wont' or if i'll hold it back .its true I'm sad about graduation but is it really something to cry for??. what i'm trying to say is. . graduation is a ceremony of moving from high school to college. what's to cry for in that?.you should instead be Proud of it . . I'm the kind of person who does not show much emotion . I have this thing about feelings especially for crying. . "if there's nothing to cry for,. why cry?" This statement has always been in my mind . I don't know,. I'm not sure but this "problem" has always been in my mind for these past few days . . . later today i will go to school for Graduation rehearsals. . .
