. . . . . . . . . . :(
~~~~~ Haven't been active lately,. . it's because of College!!!!,. >.<. . I'm really starting to understand what college students mean by "hard", . .
~~~~~ I really miss my happy-go-lucky life in high school , . . when I was in high school i don't have to do homework at night, . .not like now, . every single night is homework here, homework there, homework everywhere!!!, .
~~~~~ I feel sooOo sad everytime I wake up, i'm not used to waking up without my cat around anywhere in my bed, . . i'm living in a dorm in Manila, . I consider myself lucky ,. cause my parents are always there to help me out,. . it's a good thing i was able to adjust easily with my room mates but i'm still in the process of it, . .
~~~~~ also I feel pressure, . i always have things murmuring in my mind,. like "what if I can't finish college?", "what if I fail a subject?", "what if i decide to just leave everything hanging and stop studying?",. "what will happen to me in six years of my college?", .
these questions always circle around my head, . . BUT!,. I always think positive, . everytime these questions pass my mind I always say,. "it's for my future and for my family,. I will never let them down, I will never give up!, . I will finish what i started!,. I will make them proud of me,. ", . I always handle things easily before but now I'm trying to be different, . . i'll take things more seriously but i'll do it with balance,. i'm not gonna go "all study" , "all work, No play",. i won't do it like that, . . .
~~~~~~ i have my dreams being made,. I have to be persistent to make it a reality, . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . :)
